my darling grandma and the boys GG sent them an easter package with these adorable jimmies. They were so excited to wear them. we have been loving this amazing weather. we are trying to soak up as much time with our friends as we can before we move! it is also time for kentucky storms and tornado watch. The boys convinced me to run in a big kentucky rainstorm with them. it was insane. We had to take shelter under another apartments stair case because the rain was pouring horizontally. and then we started running home and it started hailing. i shoved benson up my shirt took my jacket off and wrapped it around sawyers head and carried them home. my pants were falling off. it was crazy, but such a fun memory with my two boys. 

another few months have come and gone. i am still trying to stay positive and praying and fasting with what i'm hoping is pure heart and real intent. I know heavenly father has a plan for us... it's the not knowing and waiting that is the hard part. we just have to have faith! I know our family isn't complete. I feel it in every part of my being. we will continue to pray and pray for our medication to work, our bodies to work and for our baby to come and be "healthy and strong" as my boys say in their prayer every night. we are waiting to love you little one!

These boys are so adorable with baby tristan!! he always smiles the biggest at them. We have been loving playing board games lately. The boys always seem to win. Sawyer and jack out on a ride together. i caught benson peeing outside... so naughty. Benson and kate have been a little in love couple since she came into this world six months after him. They never fight... they always giggle, hug and kiss. it's the cutest thing. i love watching them with each other.... just some pics for their wedding video as lauren and i joke. 

This little sleeping sweetie has been asking to nap in my bed. how can i say no! he is so precious.

we took a road trip to georgia to visit our new home and find a new home. The boys were amazing... looking at a million houses and being drug around all over. They loved swimming at least two times a day in the hotel. They even got to share a bed which they loved!!  We found a place to live. i'm so happy and so excited. it will be so fun to finally have a house and a yard. i am feeling so grateful for it! we welcome any visitors. The boys will love having a house too. i'm just so scared for starting over and having my little sawyer start kindergarten. i am so not ready. and i thought for sure we would have another baby in our home to make benson not feel so lonely... since that isn't happening... YET he will miss his brother so much. 

I did not put the boys like this! this picture just melts my heart so much. i love and adore these boys so much.