another few months have come and gone. i am still trying to stay positive and praying and fasting with what i'm hoping is pure heart and real intent. I know heavenly father has a plan for us... it's the not knowing and waiting that is the hard part. we just have to have faith! I know our family isn't complete. I feel it in every part of my being. we will continue to pray and pray for our medication to work, our bodies to work and for our baby to come and be "healthy and strong" as my boys say in their prayer every night. we are waiting to love you little one!