Sarah Jane

Oh sarah jane.... it seems like a lifetime ago some days and just yesterday on the other days. You were and still are so beautiful, so dang cute, and i'm sure still stubborn. Missing you isn't hard it's the being without you part I haven't mastered yet. It's hard to imagine what life would be like with you as a 16 year old girl. I'm sure we would be fighting off the boys and ben would be so annoyed that you would be in highschool with him this year. I sure do miss you a lot sweet girl and i'm totally ticked that you aren't around. And I won't get to see you hold my baby boy or teach him really naughty behavior. I hope you are having fun up there because we think it's pretty crappy that you aren't with us. Keep an eye out for us and help mom to find some sort of peace with it all she deserves at least that. missing you daily and loving you always!

It's a boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We had our ultrasound and What i've been feeling all along is true. WE are having a baby boy. I really didnt care what we were having, but I just wanted to know everything was going well. He has all limbs and his heart sounds good and everything looks good. We are so excited and can't wait to meet our new little man!

Is it a BOY or a GIRL???

I went to the Dr. today just to have my monthly check up, but of course braydon couldn't come so I have to have two appointments this week because he couldn't miss the ultrasound. So we get to go back friday morning and find out!! Today went great. The heartbeat sounds great and she says everything looks fabulous. I still asked her to listen for one more heartbeat, but she said i was to small to have two babies.... to small??? wasn't it just last week I was to fat? To small??? Say it again say it again.... YOU ARE TO SMALL was ringing in my head. That is right i'm not even thinking about two babies just the fact that small is just another word for skinny. ha ha. skinny it's just to out of reach for me at this point. I know she didn't mean skinny, but I could pretend for a few minutes. I would love people to tell me what they think we are having. And i will let you know for sure after friday.

So we had the wedding last week in the hot hot hot AZ! It was really beautiful. The sealing was FILLED with people who love them and it was really hot. Elder Kofford performed the ceremony. He did a great job he was so sweet to fly down there from utah. It was really neat because he sealed braydon and I. So that was a fun thing to share. WE had a luncheon after and then the reception later that night. It was really beautiful and it was mostly just our family hanging out in the corner because we didn't know anyone. Then it came time for the rockin dance party which i participated in the entire time. Yes people the pregnant lady out danced pretty much everyone. And you reading this know who you are. Poor braydon kept getting yelled at for having the mother of his child out there shakin her groove thing all night, but his response was you try and tell her she can't be out there... he's right it woudln't work very well. The night ended and the newly married couple drove off for their mini honeymoon. WE got back to Utah just in time to celebrate our 23 birthday. Which is really just another day, but it's a lot of fun to get presents and go to dinner as a family. Braydon could only come to dinner because he had a chemistry final the next day, but i was glad he came that long. We had the reception here last night and it was not a good time to get ready for it. WE had to do half inside and half outside in the covered area because of the chance of rain. It was fun to actually know people this reception and it was fun to see people we love. The night ended with a little dancing and then tired feet. All in all it was a great last week and i'm excited for paul and madison to start their journey and continue to grow in love. They are a beautiful couple. In 13 days we get to find out what our baby is!!! We are so excited and can't wait to know! It's just a really exciting time in our lives and we are so excited for this little one to enter our lives and make our family more complete.