UTAH

 we just always get so pumped to go home to utah! the boys did great on the flights. There is just something so special and amazing about seeing those gorgeous mountains right before we land. The boys got to go to lowe's build and grow with their papa and build christmas trains that light up. They had a great time with him and their dad. Then we were off to st george. we had an amazing time there. just being with family and being together. we went to the live nativity which was so amazing and the boys were in such awe and wanted to hold baby jesus. it was really special. we even got to ride a camel. that was so cool. we played pickle ball, spike ball, the guys rode bikes, we walked, we went to movies, we laughed and we got to play with our sweet lillian. who the boys and everyone can't get enough of. The boys and i rode home with my dad because all the guys Braydon, paul, ben and jon went to the bowl game to watch the utes play. they had a great time. So while they were doing that we went and saw GG the boys just adore her. She is very sweet with them. She is an amazing women. a bunch of people were asleep in the living room and so the boys and i locked ourselves in the bathroom so we wouldn't wake them... they did a good job of entertaining us.

about benson

When we put benson to bed at night he will list anything and everything he has to kiss before he goes to bed
Example "remote kiss, tv kiss, couch kiss..." All so he can get out of going to bed

Benson will put his tiny finger up and say 1 more time please I promise when I tell him last time.

Mom I'm cold I need you to warming me

He calls buzz lighyear and woody "buzz liar and hoodie"

He thinks the fire trucks and fire station are both called fire nation

Every morning I get benson out of bed he will talk to his humidifier. He always says "thank you HUMIDIFIGHTER you are so nice

He always says "I'm so comfy cozy" after I put his jammies on at night

He always has to whisper I love you in both my ears and then I have to do it both of his and then he says "no more"

Benson calls the elevator "alligator"

Whenever I say anything to benson about him like you are handsome he always says "ya I is!"

Benson loves to call me his sweetheart

Benson whenever he talks to me about sawyer he always says MY sawyer

Benson calls wacky talkies "lucky tuckies"

We were at the live nativity and when it was dead quiet benson yelled "I love you Jesus" and then he was sad because Jesus wouldn't wave back to him. And then on our way home he kept saying I need you Jesus.

I'm going to "feet" you mama... Which means he is going to defeat me.

about sawyer

When ever sawyer says something and we ask how he got so smart he always says "I'm a genius"

When sawyer does something good he always says "I broke the record"

Braydon has the flu and sawyer kept saying he was "sea sick" and he didn't want to get it so he came and snuggled up to me. He said " mom you have such a huge heart and love me so much you have created a force field with your love to protect me so I don't get sea sick"

"Mom I've thought a lot about this and underwear is just a pillow case for my butt. It protects it, keeps it warm and covered up... It's like a privacy case"

So we had a road block tonight on our way home and sawyer asked me to tell him all about roadblocks and what they mean and I said the word barricade. He freaked and said "there are bears in Kentucky? It's to dark I can't see the bear cave! Poor buddy... I just laughed and laughed.

Sawyer was helping me with the apple pie for thanksgiiving and he kept saying "we make a pretty good team huh mom"

Mom when we get tired of using each other's name lets just call each other sweetheart

Mom turn on the deflater which means turn on the defroster.

Mom I will always challenge the alpha to protect you... Never fear I'm always here. Sawyer watches how to train your dragon to much.

We were driving home from st George and I told benson if he didn't stop crying id put him on the side of the road. Sawyer said. Benson you are my very best friend and I won't let anyone put you outside

I told sawyer it was cloudy so it would be hard to see Santa. He said "no it wont I will just put on my falcon vision"

After getting out of the tub sawyer looked at his wrinkley hands and said "I'm so old"

I told sawyer the night before he turned five that I need big hug from my four year old and I was going to miss my four year old. He said " well tomorrow you can say hello to your five year old and you'll be happy"

Sawyer came home and said did you know we have an obomber for a president? I said you mean his name is Obama? He said oh good I was worried he was going to bomb us.

family pictures

we got our family pictures taken this fall before we moved away from our kentucky home! we are so blessed and so lucky to have these boys and each other. and we are going to miss our beautiful kentucky when we move.

The holidays are always my favorite but since having kids it's the most amazing time. kids make everything so magical. we got the opportunity to take the boys with some of our friends to sing at a care center. it was hilarious and pretty much the moms were the only ones singing while the some kids cried, some laid on the floor, some just stood there, and some kept touching each other. it was so funny. i think the people really enjoyed it though. our elf made his return. this year we decided to have cotton leave us things to do for other people. it was fun doing kind things for others. We got to go on a sleigh ride with santa at the outdoor mall. the kids always love doing that. I switched from clomid to femara these drugs make me feel crapsville. we went to lights under louisville. we haven't done it in all the four years we have lived here. it was really fun and the boys loved it. since it's underground you roll down your window and listen to the christmas music while the lights do some pretty awesome things. it was really cool.